LEFT ALONE IN THE PAST

Today is one of those days when I have been feeling bad and sad and so hopeless about everything. I slept and never got out of my bed. I don’t understand why and how can a single person influence our lives so much? Is it the expectation that we have from that person that on not being fulfilled hurt us? But as humans we always expect. I would not expect anything if I dint do anything for someone. But when someone has given their heart and soul into the relationship, shouldn’t they ever expect anything? My father always said one thing to me, “Do not have a lot of friends. They will extract everything from you and leave you alone. Believe in quality friendship.” As a kid I thought he is just saying it. But now I realize he was right. I will try my best to keep this in my mind. Never think a person is going to give everything or at least something to equal to what you put into the friendship. Lesson learnt.

I read this poem on google and thought it would be perfect here-

   Left alone in the past

                                                                 by Brande

Left alone in the past

Forgotten friendships buried, never meant to last
She walked away from me
Why couldn't I foresee?
Time standing still
Another way to deal, another pill
The sky is gray with hate
One thing tore us apart, your fate
Now what will you do?
Who will confide in you?
Remember the times we shared?
Remember how well we paired?
The consequences are tough
You only knew how to treat me rough
Who is next in line?
Will you, too, break their spine?
Look at what you've done
This time I will stand in front of you, I won't run
Don't bother me anymore
All you touch, you tore
What you wanted, you took
Now I glance back, I take one last look
You left me alone in your past
Forgotten friendships buried, never meant to last

I hope you got what I meant  and you had a good read.

On another note, I have decided to change the look of my blog. I know its too soon. But I just cant help it. I get bored with things easily. The new blog will have some amazing new things. Stay tuned and keep reading. Thanks for the love and support.

                                                                          

                                                           Love, Sindhu